Sunday, May 02, 2010

Thought of the Day 2010 #110 - Time

There's just not enough of it...especially when I'm in a poor time management mode.

I don't know if it's hormones or just mental energy ebbs/flows, but there are times when I can do a million things in a day and ask "oh, I can do more!" but then realize that the clock really is my enemy. There are other days when I struggle to get anything done on those days, the clock is just my scapegoat 'cuz I'm my own enemy while I waste my own time. I feel, unfortunately, that more often than not lately, my time enemy is myself. I'm lost in my own mind, trapped by random fears, or just wasting time on passive activities. Letting life (and time!) pass me by. It's really depressing when I think of it.

I know that I am fairly productive all in all. Probably more productive than a lot of people, but I have interests in a million areas and I do delve into all of them from time to time, but I feel none of them are getting the attention they deserve. There's just too much unused, wasted or passive time. I look back and kick myself for wasting time on X, Y or Z when I could have been doin A, B, or C.

Maybe I just need to readjust my priorities? And kick myself in the butt prior to wasting time?

Oh, dang...I gotta go...